L x Light-My Words Fail Me
My words fail me.
I guess it's probably a good thing you never learnt how to listen anyway.
These words are everything to me,
and without them I have nothing.
Now I guess I know how that feels for you too.
If only someone had taught you how,
maybe we could have avoided this situation.
Or maybe youd still block your ears and cover your eyes to avoid facing the monster youve become.
Is it wrong for me to wish the best for you?
After all you did,
Im still too afraid to let you go.
You were my friend,
my best friend,
the only friend I ever had.
But even so, that wasnt enough to stop you from killing me in cold blood.
Why is that?
After all weve been through,
I still cant shake these feelings.
You were my beginning,
and everything that came in between.
Without you, I am not living,
nor am I dead.
I am in a state of hollowness.
When Im alone, I may as well not exist.
I need you,
and admitting to that makes me want to cry.